My Poetry

May 6, 2012

TRUST.

God has really been teaching me to trust lately.
The new summer schedule came out at my work and I expecting to work Thursday - Sunday since I had asked for more shifts this summer and am already working Friday - Sunday. So, when the schedule was put up and I saw that I'll only be working Thursday, Saturday and Sunday, I freaked out; the Thursday shift has less hours and often worse tips.
 I had a mini-panic attack: "Nooo! Now I won't reach my goal amount before I leave for college... I won't have enough money and I'll be a homeless bum on the streets for the rest of my life because I can't pay off my college loans..ahhhh!!! *dramatically faints*" 
Money is kind of touchy for me because I'm getting no scholarships so far and my intended majors (Theology and Writing) do not not exactly get high-paying jobs. I was planning on working 6-5 days a week this summer and when I saw that plan wasn't going to work out, I panicked. 
Then I stopped myself. 
"Wait, God is in control. This is all in God's plan." I have to trust that this is the best for me right now. Maybe He wants me to spend more time hanging out with people instead of being a work-obsessed bum this summer. I have no idea how this will work out but I do know that it's in His plan and He will provide for me.

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